To be gratified with yourself seems to be the theme of this generation. I try to be satisfied with myself.

This time is a depraved one. I shouldn't be so surprised. It has already been foretold. "Do all things without grumbling or questioning, that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twisted generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world, holding fast to the word of life, so that in the day of Christ I may be proud that I did not run in vain or labour in vain." Philippians 2:14-16. I will perceive but not judge. Judgement is the least of what is needed. I will try me best to show them what they are searching for. Simply love. The purest form of which comes from the secret I cannot keep, God.

I have very boy-like behaviour. I dare to do things sometimes boys don't even dare to do.

I dare to take charge.
I dare to decide.
I dare to be vulnerable.
I dare to act as a pest disposer.
I dare to speak my mind.
I dare to serve.
I dare to be gentle.
I dare to get down and dirty.
I dare to be adventurous.
I dare to go off the beaten track.
I dare.

Maybe I should be a boy? Then I would be a person who appreciates the female form (I do even now!), but the girl in me would still like to be swept off my feet by a man. = P

I do not require the appreciation of the gender I like to appreciate myself.
Furthermore, my God appreciates me, no matter what. = )

I think I'm starting to like blonde boys with short hair. They just look so much cuter and softer. And they stand out too! I wonder if blonde boys like brunette girls. = P

This all started with seeing "Keeping the Faith" yesterday. Edward Norton as Father Brian Finn is SO cute, even cuter than the more striking Ben Stiller. But Edward Norton is just so *GUSH* charming in the film! AND he directed it too! How cool is that? But erm, the way he looks in real life isn't so nice, he seems to have naturally dark hair. O well. = )

If "familiarity breeds contempt" and "absence makes the heart grow fonder" does that mean you should stay far away from the people you want to love?